I just give up

It just seems like I have nothing. And while that's not true, because I have everything: Clayton, I also feel like I have nothing. i'm just one giant ball of stress. After a particularly stressful day on Monday i was ready to pack up the car, take Clayton and head out. Where? I didn't know. I didn't care. I just wanted out. out of my life. away from the day-to-day crap that my life has become. I honestly feel like I can't deal with any of it anymore. And I just don't know what to do.