Make future plans, dont dream about yesterday

It is time for me to get on with my life. To stop living in the past. Stop spinning my wheels and not making any progress toward the future. Professionally, personally, I've got to get to start thinking about my future. About Clayton's future. Start thinking about getting things done that are going to get me/us ahead, and not have us in the same routine, day after day. I need to start thinking about how I'm going to better our situation, and doing what I'm doing now, that's never going to happen. Right now -- she is getting on -- with the rest of her life.